
Saturday, May 21, 2011
10:51 PM
![]() to kai hardwell i dont understand u . sumtimes u r nice to me and the next min u're not . i'm still wondering why did u block me in fb ? izzit bcos u cant watch my happiness with sumone else ? or izzit sumthing else ? do u knw that u're part of my happiness too ? and if u cant see my happiness this shows that im stronger than u . remember that period of time when u got att wif dt girl on e 15th of april ? remember i beg u not to leave me ? but u chase me away at jp ? remember the shits u put me in ? remember how hard i cried for u ? remember the 4 months of me having heartache ? remember all this ??? i went thru this on my own hunn . i stand up on my own feet . where were u all this while ? where were u when i needed u the most ? YOU WERENT FUCKING THERE !! fucking heartless . u and ur big ego . ive been so patient towards u . ive been so nice towards u . i did everything to win ur heart back ! EVERYTHING . and wt did i get in return ? NOTHING . ok not really nothing but SHITS . shits and shits and shits . even tho all of this happened . i still forgave you . and i accepting the fact that u dont want me anymore . but telling me to forget about the past and give no shits about it ?!!! FUCK ! YOU KNW THAT WONT HAPPEN . u knw that i will never forget about us . forget wt ive been thru . and forget about u . i knw u knw that . and i knw u dont mean wt u said . u tend to do things without thinking and REGRET at the end of e day . I KNW U . u said its too late . wt IT ? maybe i have a rough idea on it . MAYBE . u ask me to move on and stop being stubborn and FUCK OFF . i did . u ask me to stop putting hopes and cry . i did . u ask me to leave once i found sumone better than u . i did . i did EVERYTHING just to satisfy u . except delete the album at my fb .. u wanna knw why ???? BECAUSE THAT IS THE ONLY MEMORIES I HAV WITH YOU !! PICTURES !! YES ! and now what ? after i moved on u wanna return ? after seeing me with sumone else den u started to appreciate my existent ? dear it took so long just to feel alright . if u said NO to this . den tell me wt is it ? ans me . on top of it . i dont get it why cant we continue be friends ?? that is what u wanted ryte ? remember ur text msg ? u told me that we can meet bt as a friend ???? remember ? im confuse . tell me wts wrong . tell me wt r u up to . ans me md khairulhin . xo ur bimbo . remember ? ![]() ![]() |