
Saturday, April 30, 2011
8:43 AM
i'm mad at myself , not you . im mad for always being nice , always apologizing for things i didnt do , for getting attached , for making u my life , depending on u , wasting my time on u , thinking bout u , forgiving u , wishing for u , dreaming of u . but most of all , for not hating u which i knw i shud . u were the only person that made me feel beautiful . n now u’re gone , and i’m back to feeling ugly all over again sigh . i miss u kai hardwell . if only u knw . its gonna b the 4th month already . im still in love with u and cant let u go =(( ![]() ![]() |