
Saturday, April 30, 2011
8:52 PM
![]() im currently in this long and confusing process of figuring out who i am and what i want to do in my life ... im not even upset , hurt , jealous or angry anymore . i'm just tired . i'm tired of putting in more effort than i received . i'm tired of holding on for nothing . i'm tired of u proving me wrong everytime . im tired of getting my hopes up and being dissapointed again . i wished people stop saying things that they don’t mean at all , and stop hurting those who really holds so much expectations . before long , these could all be gone . but i’d really wonder if you will ever feel the ache from the loss , or do you just carry on with life ? it’s incredible how people don’t fee l, from all that has happened ... i will always be here for u with open arms but hunn i hope i'm not ur back up plan and definitely not a second choice of urs . ![]() ![]() |