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Sunday, April 3, 2011 1:01 AM

A dedication to a love,

you hurt me . i'm in pain . the pain starts growing , it's something that i can't ignore . hunn , don't tell me to stop crying ..
i cry because you're not here to stop the starting tear.
and sometimes ...
i cry because my life is incomplete without you , it went dull and silent
and sometimes ...
i cry because i'm missing you.

yknw .. u left me to face every single fear . i had never thought you would leave me this way ='(
you leaving me is something i thought you would never do .. yea i expect other people to leave me ..but never you ... i rather feel the pain of missing you . than this pain baby . do you wanna know how does the pain feel that i go through everyday ?

wake up in the morning and act that everything is okay for a moment . then i realize , there will be no good morning kiss , no morning greeting at all from you , my love . so i cry myself out of bed and slowly wipe away my tears while getting ready for the day . as the day progresses , i am distracted by my cheer and also by the people i see and places i have to go . so to everyone out there , they don't even know that i had a rough morning .. the day goes by like normal . only thing that is really different is the lack of you in it . and when i lay down at night , ready for sleep . i realized again , there will be no good night kiss , no good night greetings . i feel that lack the most , and it pulls at my heart , keeping me awake till i can't possibly stay awake any longer . falling asleep on my freshly tear stained pillow . just to wake up the next morning , and do it all again . over and over and over . my life seems to be on repeat , unable to move forward without you .

now you asking me a favour to hate you ? how could i possibly hate you when my love for you is too deep ? like i said before .. i love you so much . too much to let you go . too much to forget you . and too much to ignore you . baby , every day and night i say your name in my prayers without fail . even though we are drifting apart right now . i still do . because i badly want us to be like how we used to ='(

baby , it's too pain to go through all of this every single day even though i've gone through it for the past two months alone . how long must i endure this baby ?
it's not about the waiting time that matters to me but will it all be wasted ? is it worth it ?

it feels so good to let all of this out after two months of keeping it to myself .
love , can i have you to be my greatest birthday present ? please ?

i love you ='( i hope u still do .

lots of love ,
ur miss bimbo . sigh .

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