
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
6:44 AM
im dissapointed with this 3 guys. i can't believe they did this to me. i can't accept it in the beginning bt as days goes by i could. one after another~ sigh. am i heartbreaker ? no i'm nt. i'm ego. yes. i think about myself rather than ppl feelings, bt ive my own reasons. trust me. if u wanna knw the reasons let me tell you here .. because i don't want to get hurt. because i'm afraid. so it's better for me to make the first step to get out of e zone. yes dt's my plan. i'm just a confused bitch. but why shud u treat me like shitzx ? ): i don't deserve this. it's about my past.. it affected me. and it totally changed my perception on guys. sorry im just another stereo type. I wanna see you. And hug you. And make you smile. And make you laugh. And just lie on the sofa next to you. And then just fall asleep beside you. It’d be nice. when imy, sometimes i listen to music or look at pictures of you, nt to remind me of you but to make me feel as if im with you. it makes me forget the distance and capture you. ![]() sometimes it's better to push someone away , not because you stopped loving that someone but because you have to shield yourself from PAIN .![]() ![]() |