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Wednesday, August 25, 2010
5:44 AM
 i wish that i had never met you. then there would be no need to impress you. no need to want you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for heartbreaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for forgotten promises. no need for rejected hugs. no need for crying myself to sleep. no need for acting like you care. no need, for everything you've done to make me feel absolutely nothing. But then again, im glad i did meet you. cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. you were to one who loved me for me. the one who cared when everyone else didn't. the one who listed. the one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever. you were the one who i told secrets to. the one who taught me new things. the one who laughed at my bad jokes. the one who did things, just for me. you will never know how many times i've laid on my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much i love you. you were a dream. then a reality, now a memory... it's exactly a month that we are nt together ): i still have have the love. and i still love you. im still standing strong holding it and waiting. just like wt i promise you before. i admit i once had this feeling. it called giving up. but sumthing stop me and tell me to be patient. everynight and day i say your name in my prayers so that we will get back together, someday. insyallah. lastly,  i need you to knw. i miss you. i miss you so bad and its killing me md hizam. and oh gd for ur n's (:   |
