
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
5:13 AM
![]() i'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. the problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much your bestfriend can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. so which is better? to have friends that think you are melodramatic, seeking attention, and pessismistic or to drown in your own mind? I can erase someone from my mind. Getting them out of my heart is another story. since the moment i wake up, the only thing i can think about all day long is the moment i'll go to bed because maybe i'll see u in my dreams and we'll spend all night long together. toodles ttyn tc xoxo gm ![]() ![]() |