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Friday, June 11, 2010
1:24 PM
 hi i just woke up ^_^ time check 3:35 am why am i still up at this hour?so tired after some incident happened which i'll tell ya later. niway dot dot appear in my dream ): if u guys thinking that that guy is ispura. no no not him. just someone frm the past (: he hold my hand and idk wat he gonna tell me lol. sigh. he is a faithful guy i can see that. coz i still read his blog. and he still read mine. gotcha! nuffnang =P his post everytyme sad sad. tu la aku single kau tk nk ngan aku. nak pergi kat perempuan tu jugak. hahah dh stop it ehk ain. and ive to admit that i still hv feelings for him. abit. tiny winy. he is the one before i meet ispura. and after i meet sun. hah figure out urself who is he (: in addition! he is hot~ *meltzxxxx* sorry mama. i knw ive been really a bad kid lately. teheeee. ive already prepare myself to get grounded for the rest of my life (: last night, i sneak out. at 4 am. my gf was crying for help so i think i should be there for her. meet hana. a few blocks away frm my house. she wants me to accompany her. to meet her bf. and guess what? i gt a nice punch on the stomach and a beautiful kick at my vagina. ouch first time ever i gt a punch and a kick. was pretty bad. and hana got punch and kick everywhere. she was bleeding for goodness sake. such a hearless guy! i swear the pain is very pain than my broken heart pain. it feels so damn good. hana brother and father gonna settle with that jack ass later. hmmm actuali i wanted to stop him frm beating hana. wanted to save hana. bt i guess he accidentally punch and kick me. nice one! hana face nt so pretty already ): so many bruises get well soon sister. don't worry about me. i'll be alright. except that when i wanna pee it hurts! ALOT! hahaha. hana story reminds me of chris brown and rihanna! woah violent. i decided to tell mama the truth wt happened last night. coz i knw that im nt a good liar. I CANT EVEN LIE A SIMPLE THING! dang. i should take lie courses. haha. mama cried. i cried. we both cried. lol. it was kinda emotional period. she said ive changed ALOT since dot dot dot dot. wait. wt got to do with a punch and my changes? 0.o i went out after that. to check on hana. hana is so stress up. i can see that clearly. 2 packets of cigg gone! woah. i took one stick since she offer me one HAHA nak ajerrr. bt still. fail. no smoke came out frm my mouth. HAHA. i hope my cheer girls wont get angry. heh. hana laughed at me -.- maybe smoking isnt for me. u knw in life sometimes u hv to try something that u've never try before. ha ha ha. something new! so that u wont feel left out. hahaha like me -.- i dont smoke i dont club i dont drink i dont dis i dont dat. more to the good girl side. AND THAT SUCKS I TELL YOU. and when i do bad things. bt ppl dont see it (: and thats, COOL. i got a few scars on my left hand. bekas2 like that. coz i slit bt den ar. i regret it. bcos got marks mah! and whenever i look at it. i break down. fml. didnt he told u before nt to do it ain? hah. promises are meant to be broken. and moreover he broke my heart? so which is worst? a girl that broke promises or a guy that broke a girl heart? and if mama gt to knw i did it again. one word. DIE. today, kak ita send her bby. mama suppose to look after the bby bt ended up i did her job. i tot it will be easy. BUT NO ITS NOT!! i cant imagine if i hv a bby. Dani cant stop crying. and seriously it really annoys me. when hes asleep i went "ahhh finally! senyap (: " mama cant stop laughing at me -.- thanks. and hah. mama suroh i buang pampers Dani bcos dia kencing. i swear i went &^&(()$$sakdhideaf!! hahaha. seriously it's disgusting bt like it or not.. ive to do it. i only use two fingers to pick it up and wash my hands with lots and lots of soap. naive. i knw. bt eww! hahaha. well im expecting more things to come since mama gonna take care of this bby for one year.      pic above. hahaha. mama scolded me for putting that bby just like that lol!  and just noa my mama told me that when i kecik2 like K1 or K2...... me: mama, ainun nak anjing! mama: astarafilua mana boleh! kita org islam! me: nak colour pink! hahahahah! i cannot stop laughing when mama told me that story. wth............!! hahahahaha and i want my fringe to grow faster. i want long fringe! and i want long and thick hair! by September im gonna curl my hair. BIG CURLS. ooo nice i loike! note to self: 15 june job interview. j salon. HEHEH. toodles ttyl tc xoxo gm im gonna be m.i.a. for good ):    |
